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Diana Badger

The Waters of Life – Cancer

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The Waters of Life

I love you, the gentlest of Ways…
You, the great homesickness we could never shake off,
You, the forest that always surrounded us…

~ Rainer Marie Rilke

Here we are, deep in the inward pull of the Sun’s zodiacal journey through Water sign Cancer, archetype of home and, on an inward level, of longing and belonging. Cancer energy, the Moon signature, and its related 4th House, together indicate in what way we connect to family and tribe, and how our needs for nurturance are (or are not) met. For many, this archetype marks where we feel ‘at home’. For others, less resolved around issues of family and home, Cancer energy can invoke, as Rilke says above, “the great homesickness.”

Having my natal Moon placed in Cancer, naturally ruled by the Moon, I always feel quite acutely this summer shift, from Gemini’s active yang energetic of thinking, communicating, and connecting, to the diffuse gaze of Cancer come late June. Cancer and the Moon are mythically akin to the Great Goddess—Demeter for the Greeks (along with her daughter Persephone, who becomes fated to descend to the Underworld for half of the year), as well as Innana for the Sumerians, and Isis the Egyptians. So those of us with significant Cancer energy in our charts (whether that be Cancer or 4th House placements, or a prominent Moon) perhaps more acutely feel the shift from the Geminian juggling of life’s minutia, to Cancer’s dropping in to the unbounded inner waters of the Feminine, whose work involves listening, reflecting, and gestating.

The Cancer realm also connects us to the endless cycle of birth and death, with Demeter presiding over the Eleusinian Mysteries that ritualized the eternal cycle between these two portals through life. There is a need here to connect conscious with unconscious, our outer lives with that which lies in the undefined darkness—the place of not knowing—within, and above all, to remember the sacredness of creation on a visceral level.
Having danced in all directions during Gemini/Trickster time, the mind now is ready to surrender to other ways or perceiving, to drift with the lapping of waters, soak in the warmth of the sun, putting aside endless cogitation.

While the pandemic may have more or less abated, many of our outer life’s structures have been slowly shifting since 2020, during Pluto the regenerator’s final passing through the later Capricorn degrees. Some refer to this time as “The Great Unraveling,” which leaves many of us struck with concerns of future safety, grief and loss, and uncertainty in the face of transition. To this, Cancer whispers a much needed invitation to hit Pause, blur the gaze, and dream a bit.

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Time Out of (Saturn) Time

The lucky among us can facilitate this by getting ourselves to the ocean, to a river, or to a mountain lake, where our instinctual communion with Earth’s luminous waters invites us into time out of time – away from Capricorn-ruled Saturn’s list of To Dos. This is typical of summer-time leisure pursuits, but I find it fascinating how it so syncs with the heavenly signature of the time. Although most of us can’t be lolling lakeside! all summer, even when we are in our ordinary daily round, perhaps sheltering in place from heat (as I am today) or toxic smoky skies (few are now spared, alas), there are ways we might apply the medicine of this time.

Each successive sign tends to ‘compensate’ for the excesses of the one before it. So Cancer strives to turn off active Gemini’s busy mental pursuits and submerge in a different, more inward way of knowing.  The Feminine water element is accessed through coming home to the body, the emotions, and our instinctual creative impulses. As poet David Whyte puts it, through feeling the pulse of what lies inside, and letting it alone. This is what our goal-driven, head-driven culture is starving for.

Tending is one of my favorite Cancer words. It’s the work of the mother for her child, the gardener for her garden, the Feminine for the world. It’s an impulse glaringly absent from much of the public arena on corporate, social media, and political stages, but quite apparent still in some parts of the marketplace, where kindness and caring can bring heart-warming exchange between clerk and patron, consultant and client. A little touch of nurturance can go a long way, in some way touching those of us who may lack this vital life ingredient in modern times.

An equally important place to practice tending LIfe is with ourselves—self-care being an important aspect of the Cancer realm. If we did not receive the specific type of nurturing we longed for as a child, self-care becomes an important growth point for satisfying our particular Moon’s needs as adults. This includes processing and working with our emotional needs as well – deep work. Expecting our partners or friends to meet our early unmet needs doesn’t turn out so well in the end! 

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Taking the Plunge, Silver Lake, CA Sierras

Cancer Medicine: Play and Flow

But the Cancer story is not a simple one, because it involves its polar opposite energy Capricorn. With last week’s Full Moon in Capricorn, the pressing worldly concerns of Saturn’s realm were more strongly “illuminated”. So for some of us, it may feel hard to drop down into the soft underbelly of the crab to that place of blissful flow. If so, we might get ourselves out to our gardens or other natural settings where we can feel the magic of the natural world: fresh breezes on our skin, waters flowing around rocks, joining our bodies with the sigh of waves breaking on shore.

Here in the Now, which is Cancer and the Moon’s domain, we can realign with our natural state of being, finding our belonging with the earth and her healing waters.

Another way to give ourselves good Cancer medicine is through music, especially music that meanders and flows. I recently came upon this special Celtic music piece by acclaimed fiddler Martin Shaw playing with the Brooklyn Rider Quartet, in which the fiddle keeps surfacing with its rhythmic play before being swallowed again by the river-like flow of the accompanying strings’ resonant tones.

Playfulness is another Cancer signature quality, as Cancer pertains to child as well as mother. Listening, you can almost imagine yourself at the sea, kites meandering aloft, bodies frolicking in the surf, sun striking the waves, gulls playing on the wind… The Celtic Imagination, being fundamentally Earth-based, gifts those who partake of its genius with a truly delightful capacity for passion-filled flow, whether through fiddle tunes or poetic strains.

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Sonoma Coast Morning

Being and Doing: Dance of the Opposites

Resetting ourselves in the depths of Cancer energy is vital for our capacity to ‘tune in.’ yet we can’t ignore the echoes of the Capricorn Full Moon, which are strongly reiterated by Saturn’s two-year transit through Pisces (see my Hunger Moon post). Herein we have a difficult paradox to balance – the pull to immerse in the deep well of Being that Water energy calls us to, vs. the need to uphold “real life” roles and responsibilities, the Doing, that practical Earth energy demands. In other words, we are called to balance the feminine and masculine ways of meeting life, in a form of sacred marriage, which is also part of the Cancer-Capricorn polarity.

At its best, we integrate the two styles of living, infusing our earthly roles with the fruits of inward journeying, of connection to Oneness, and use Saturn’s skillfulness at creating intentions and rhythmic frameworks to access and make good use of our non-linear dives into experiencing. 

Pisces is the last water sign, and Cancer, the first. For further emphasis of our theme, we have Pluto, the modern ruler of the middle (and very deep) water sign, Scorpio, retrograding back through Capricorn until January, asking us to remember and review the Capricorn arena one final time. This Pluto retrograde further pairs the subterranean water impulse with the worldly structures of Capricorn.

While challenging, as all integration work is, ultimately we are called at this time of Pluto Rx (until October 11) to complete a deep inner review, so that we may gain clarity on parts of our life and ways of operating that no longer serve who we are Now, and rededicate our outer life pursuits to the end of living more fully and truthfully.

Further ratcheting up the water element vibe is the fact that archetypal Dreamweaver Neptune is in Pisces, where it will stay until March 2025, when it makes its first foray into Aries. But until then, we have this planet in its naturally ruled sign of Pisces now travelling retrograde for the next five months. This puts even more emphasis on all I’ve said about the introspective work of Water energy, as retrogrades always draw us further inwards with the energy involved.

We have a heightened opportunity to drink deeply through nature immersion, meditation, creativity, and music, while also being more prone to wanting to ‘escape’ the worldly realm through addictive habits. Knowing this helps – we may choose to give in to our indulgences without too much guilt, knowing ‘it’s just a strong Neptune right now’! And,with Saturn in Pisces as well, there is less risk that we would throw all caution to the wind, as Saturn nudges us to apply boundaries or moderation around our guilty pleasures! But we must always beware, with Neptune/Pisces energy, not to fall prey to delusions, dreams, and illusions that have no practical chance of landing, and be careful not to invest too much in the sand castles we may build at this summer’s shoreline!

A practical astrological note: the transits in the sky (especially Sun and Moon signs) influence us to a degree regardless of where they fall in our charts, but Pluto Rx will more significantly affect those of us with planets in the late degrees of Capricorn and the other Cardinal signs, Neptune Rx will more personally touch those with planets around 27 degrees of PIsces or the other Mutable signs, and the transit of Saturn through Pisces will affect the House ruled by Pisces in our charts. An astrology counseling session would help personalize all of these movements so that one can make best use of the energies.

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Sunset Reflections in Emigrant Wilderness, CA Sierras

Concepts to the Wind!

Speaking of review of structures, the tricky thing, I am finding at this time, five months into my Earth Sky Journal venture, is that generating astrological guidance does require the finely-tuned mind to bring it down from the starry vault above. So, it’s to be expected that astrologers can get lost in the web of signatures, associations, and compelling insights about what means what. Surely those readers and students who are not well versed in astrology get lost themselves!

But I remain aware that the goal of astrological practice is to translate and apply the indicators of the celestial cycles and patterns to the depths of being, through our lived lives. Cancer offers a strong invitation to such depths, which means that under this influence, crafting verbal messages from the voyage gets, shall we say, harder! This is especially so with Mercury in Cancer near the Sun as well, meaning that our communication doesn’t naturally want to express through words.

So I want to stay true to pulse of the time, which asks not to get tangled in too many concepts, and stay with what presents in the now.  This means I will refrain from going into further transit news, but will fill you in on what’s brewing around the July 21 Full Moon in another post. Stay tuned!

I’ll close with a journal passage of mine I just happened upon, written in Pisces season, 20 years ago, as it evokes these receptive, inward listening realms of watery Pisces and Cancer.

Today I walked in rich flowing muddy streams, feeling the water and the watery earth. Remembering in the smallest, simplest, quietest, earthiest part of me the waters of life, the source: the fountain, the rains, the stream…We all long for the quiet flow of the stream, its comfort behind our daily motions, its essence beneath our breath, our step, while we do the dance of the daily – the dishes, the driving, the desk, the dramas, the family, the job. If we connect in, sharing our thoughts, dreams, prayers, intentions, and hopes, remembering our source (alone and together), listening, holding – then the invisible weaving of the web takes place, and a power beyond our own is invited in.

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Isle of Barra, Scottish Outer Hebrides

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Further Meanderings

Maghera Mountain, by Fiddler Martin Hayes and Brooklyn Rider on The Butterfly album –https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ex1RqbKDngU

And another piece of watery music, taking us deep into the stillness at the heart of the lake, from Estonian composer Arvo Part. Each poignant pause between notes, like the in breath, is an invitation to return to the Cancerian womb, the Source from which new life issues.

Für Alina – Arvo Pärt, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXfV0K485s8

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All photos copyright Diana Badger 2023

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